it's all about timing

someone told me: "You'll regret it next time."

that hit me.

and i guess it's happening already but what can I do?

is it Pride? is it Ego? or is it Courage that I need?

well, I'd learn something from this and hopefully I'll be able to handle it better nxt time.

for now, let's live life to the fullest!!

xx 

new job. new place. new people.

Updates:

...new place!

I'm in Canberra now for almost a week now!

things are happening. so FAST.

So, I got an offer on last Tuesday and I was here by last Saturday.

I doubt if I've made the right decision or even think properly...

Anyway, let's be positive and focus on the good things!!

.. and new job!

Work is a bit crazy.

So much to learn and remember..

Imma SOOOooo gonna keep everything under Control!!!

money money money!!!

bahahahhaha.. ahhhhh...

... new people!

...sorta like getting to know some of them better....

especially him. and her.

LOL...

Moving.

Ohmigosh.. I'm moving to Canboring tomorrow!! ahhh..
Good luck to me. I can't complain, I'll try not to complain...
It's gonna be a big step for me.. moving out and ohmigosh, I wouldn't have my car for the next 2weeks.

Not a big fan of public transport but again, be grateful! .. at least I don't have to walk 20kms + +

ahhh.. will see how long i can last there!

i'll be fine.

I'll Be Fine.

I'LL BE FINE!

OH!!.. and diet without much efforts.. woohoo...

that's the good thing for not knowing how to cook. bahahahah...

Imma going to be a Wonder girl..
*I want nobody, nobody but you!

xoxo.

Octoberish

Pic of the month.
It's pretty obvious that my 'D plan' turns out to be failure! ahhh..

I'm SO senang. not kidding. kinda love it and hate it at the same time...

Anyway, things are happening this month....

 There are few important things in my shopping list which I have to get by this friday

but can't really be bothered.

Am not in the mood to pack, to be spiritually, mentally and physically prepared for the long awaited event!!!

ahhh.. this is how bad it is...

while everyone is so pumped, i'm just... oh well... slack.


 

Anyway, I'd have some good times over the past few weeks....



Emily with her Dinosaur egg. We called it Rock btw.



Youth overnight stay was awesome.

spent the whole day watching how dramatic the little kids could get.... ..

little girls fight and stuff.. LOL..

Bernice and I'd dropped our jaws for we witnessed how unbelievable they were...haha..
but of course they're still cute, lovely and funny. KIDS.

I swear I've done things worst than what they've done before. LOL

*forgive me my poor lil cousins, bros and sis* HAaaa...



Luca-chan!

G: Luca, are you a princess?

L: No.

G: what are you then?

L: I'm a fairy.

G: =="



current Practices.

"Be kinder than necessary to others because everyone we meet out there is facing some sorta battle"

When we set our goals and practices to become a better person,

we're often being challenged more than what we're aware of...

There seems to be an un-known force trying to drag you away from reaching your goals.

e.g Date: this morning @ home.

I'm trying to be nice and humble at home but just couldn't bear the fact that I've been ringing on the door bell for 5mins this morning and no one opens the door for me!!!...

WHY?

because my dear brother had his music ON to the MAX.

 * I gotta confess, I did know that cuz i could hear it....
but i was hoping he could somehow hear it...
too much expectation i guess.. Urgh*

... So, at last, I got my keys and opened the door myself... ...

Trying so hard not to BOMB him, I opened his door and... nag a bit...

I was under control tho..

but its still a long way to reach the point where:

• it's 100% okay for me to wait forever when i know there are ppl inside who could get me in.
• I'm well trained that I could open the door myself by streching my hands a lil to reach my keys.

So much efforts from just a tiny little thing...

So, when I said: "God, please may I be a skinny but healthy girl"..

.... I was offered with choc donuts, lollies, fast-food and lotsa junks. NO JOKE.

Therefore, be focused.

AND..

Take it as an opportunity that God gives us to really polish ourselves.

Take it as an opportunity to train ourself to become who we wanna be,

and to be the change we wanna see.

Gambate!!!

1 month

24.09 Happy b'day to Ronnie chin !!

Exactly 1 month till my 18th. LOL

To me, birthday is just another ordinary day but this is the first time imma so excited about 24th october.

because i'll be partying with my girls and mates.

I haven't seen most of them for ages so yeh..it's gonna be a good good night. excited.

Also, I'll be flying to the land of the origin of spirit on 24th.

I take it as the best b'day present ever. in umm.. 18years. hahahaha

sigh.sejuk.

It's SPRING!.. It's SUNNY!!

It's 16c outside, 27c inside but i'm friggin cold!!!

no joke. i can hardly feel my fingers.

I need some bak kut teh, dong guai and maybe a big mug of ginger tea..

or just fly me back to Malaysia.

Can't wait till it's S.u.m.m.e.r

Sunshine. Crabbing. Beaches. Dresses. Shorts. Thongs. Sunscreen.

..and the 40c heat!